aninevitablehamartia:

“I am an emergency I’m 16 missed calls from your mom I’m panic setting into your stomach
I’m nails bitten down so far that your fingers are bleeding
my voice sounds like sirens and I taste like unlocked doors you could’ve sworn you locked
and blood all over the fucking kitchen floor
I’m the feeling in the bottom of your throat when you know that what happened here tonight cannot be undone
and I know that you love me
but your mouth will always freeze up when you have to dial 911
I am an emergency and you’ve never been good under pressure”

— (via extrasad)